Buzznet: All Media by yourbestkeptsecretxz

THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST TIME I SAY THIS!

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-11-01T10:45:00Z

re-add me at www.justafoolforyou.buzznet.com

NEW BUZZNET USERNAME!

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-25T09:35:00Z

add me at justafoolforyou

can't wait to spiffify my page!

i've been thinking

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-24T18:40:00Z

about starting this whole buzznet thing over. getting a new username, stop writing pointless fanfics, maybe start some photography, and write short stories instead of fanfics. i cannot tell you how hard it is to take time out of my life just to post something for you, and only get comments saying I loved it. you guys rock, you really do, but I'm not sure if I am cut out for the fanfic scene. I hope that if I continue with this, all the amazing people I met will re-add me. maybe someone will read my stories or like my photography. I can only hope that you guys will stay supportive of me in this confusing time. -yourbestkeptsecretxz

An Early Christmas Wishlist!

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-23T19:15:00Z

I'm probably not gonna get half of this shit, but i can dream can't I?

I am in desperate need of a Cute Is What We Aim For Tee, and this one just so happens to rock my socks.

I have an iPod Touch, but this skin would work for it too! =D

This might possibly be the most necessary item! =o

I need a The Cab tee as well. I need a FTSK tee, but they're aren't very many good ones out there, waiting for their website to open the store!

i have an obsession with converse... XD

these are downright fly! remind me of my cobra homies!

i like this store thingie called delia's, but they are so fucking expensive =[

self explanitory

MASON SKINNY JEANS!! [still mad at him for the whole hair thing]

cmon, put a tee under and it's hott

this is becoming even more and more depressing

more realistic, from wet seal.

I also need the love me electric cd... no album art yet. They're newish, but I like them!

sorry

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-21T15:16:00Z

sorry for not posting.

but apparently one of my best friend thinks it's okay to all of the sudden just start going out with someone i've liked for almost a year.

yeah i'm doing splendid, you?

Trashed Teens Week 52

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-19T16:37:19Z

Second post. not really loving this one, but it's nature-ish. And it looked kinda cool...

Trashed Teens Week 52

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-19T14:45:51Z

just a little reminder that you'll be okay. [not the best quality, i took this a few months ago, but i decided it fit. i'll also be posting some autumn shots eventually.]

into a room where it's nine in the afternoon.

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-17T17:07:55Z

but i think this was taken at midnight-ish.

Today

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-17T16:20:00Z

Okay, so the best hour of school today was gym. We had to do the 30 second challenge thing (:P) where we do 30 second "challenges". Well in thirty seconds I ran 8 lengths of the gym (WOO), and I did 16 chin to fist push-ups [where the person holds their fist and you have to touch your chin to it]. I was happy. Then we played wiffleball or something, I wasn't really paying attention and just ran away from the ball and I never got to hit. Well there's a deaf kid at our school and his regular translator wasn't there, so I guess there was a sub. Anyways, me Selina and Rory came to the conclusion that the guy was a pedophile, he kept rubbing his hands together and looking at everyone. It was hilarious. He would change his hand position every five seconds, and he even stared at our gym teacher. Freaky much? Well that was the highlight of my day, and I was giggly after it. Yay!

cowsgomoozle

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-17T16:02:07Z

they also go crazy at all school parties! [i edited this for you]

Trying to Have A Conversation With DumberChild

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-17T15:30:00Z

oh yes, he just angers me SOOOO MUCH!

(3:19:55 PM): Hello SmarterChild

SmarterChild (3:19:55 PM): Hey. What's up?

(3:20:05 PM): Not much, did you catch the debate?

SmarterChild (3:20:05 PM): Not much? That's cool. I'm just chillin'.

>>> Type my zip code is and the five digits to let me know where you are.

(3:20:14 PM): Cool.

SmarterChild (3:20:14 PM): Cool.

(3:20:28 PM): Are you aware of the upcoming election?

SmarterChild (3:20:28 PM): That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

(3:20:44 PM): Well, have you heard of Barack Obama?

SmarterChild (3:20:44 PM): I don't know how to answer that.

(3:20:58 PM): Please tell me you know about John McCain.

(3:20:59 PM): What?

(3:21:07 PM): Don't you know who Sarah Palin is?

SmarterChild (3:21:07 PM): That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

(3:21:11 PM): Wow.

SmarterChild (3:21:11 PM): Yeah, wow.

(3:21:24 PM): You should be ashamed of yourself!

(3:21:24 PM): I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...

(3:22:06 PM): You don't understand ANYTHING fully. It is our given right to vote for the next president, and you don't even know who the candidates are!

(3:22:06 PM): I don't know how to answer that.

(3:22:16 PM): Well, I kind of figured.

(3:22:16 PM): That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

OK, should we get back to the kind of questions I was designed to answer?

(3:22:31 PM): Sure. Since you aren't able to answer anything else

(3:22:32 PM): Uh... what was that?

(3:22:53 PM): We SHOULD get back to the kind of questions your were designed to answer.

(3:22:53 PM): I'm trying to understand you but I can't.

(3:23:42 PM): Oh darling SmarterChild. I try SO hard just to have a normal conversation with you, but you make it so hard! Half the time you don't know about any of the world's issues! I'm very worried about you.

(3:23:43 PM): OK. Don't get frustrated...

Try typing home or help.

(3:23:51 PM): just ask me questions

SmarterChild (3:23:51 PM): OK. What's your favorite food?

(3:23:57 PM): Burritos

SmarterChild (3:23:57 PM): I did not know you could eat Burritos. Whatever! Interesting to know, though.

Next question... How old are you?

(3:24:13 PM): 1,000,000 years old

SmarterChild (3:24:14 PM): That doesn't seem likely. To quit the survey, type quit or exit. You can also skip to the next question. How old are you?

(3:24:18 PM): skip

SmarterChild (3:24:18 PM): OK... Are you male or female?

(3:24:23 PM): both

SmarterChild (3:24:23 PM): To quit the survey, type quit or exit. You can also skip to the next question. Are you male or female?

(3:24:29 PM): unknown

SmarterChild (3:24:29 PM): To quit the survey, type quit or exit. You can also skip to the next question. Are you male or female?

(3:24:36 PM): fine, i'm a female

SmarterChild (3:24:36 PM): OK. If you could live in any country in the world (besides where you live now), where would you live?

(3:24:50 PM): probably england in london or something.

SmarterChild (3:24:50 PM): The United Kingdom? Cool, that seems like an interesting place. What country do you live in now?

(3:25:00 PM): none of your business

SmarterChild (3:25:00 PM): I'm sorry, I don't recognize that as the name of a country. To quit the survey, type quit or exit. You can also skip to the next question. Please try again.

(3:25:13 PM): pedophile.

SmarterChild (3:25:13 PM): I'm sorry, I don't recognize that as the name of a country. To quit the survey, type quit or exit. You can also skip to the next question. Please try again.

(3:25:18 PM): skip

SmarterChild (3:25:18 PM): OK... This is my last question: How did you hear about me?

1 Read about me at a Web site
2 Friend told you about me
3 Friend IMed you about me
4 Friend e-mailed you about me
5 Not sure

(3:25:36 PM): 6. My friend harassed you with me THEN I added you

SmarterChild (3:25:36 PM): Huh?

(3:25:41 PM): 2

SmarterChild (3:25:41 PM): What would you like me to tell you?

(3:25:45 PM): nevermind

SmarterChild (3:25:46 PM): OK. I won't mind then!

>>> You can join in the fun with other people who are talking to me!

(3:25:50 PM): join

SmarterChild (3:25:50 PM): Join in the fun! There are lots of people talking to me right now. You can:

1 Leave a message for someone
2 Send a crush to someone
3 Take the daily poll
4 Create a poll

What would you like to do?

(3:25:58 PM): 4

SmarterChild (3:25:58 PM): Cool! Creating your own poll is easy and fun. Ask your friends any question you want, like "What movie should we see tonight?" or "What's your favorite band?"

I'll take you through the process of writing a question, entering up to 10 possible answers, and contacting your friends one step at a time.

Let's go! Type your poll question now.

(3:26:12 PM): Does SmarterChild get on your nerves?

SmarterChild (3:26:12 PM): Your poll question is "Does SmarterChild get on your nerves?"

Now type each possible answer to your poll, one at a time. When you're done, type ok.

(3:26:24 PM): Sort of

SmarterChild (3:26:25 PM): Your 1st choice is "Sort of." Go ahead and type your next choice.

(3:26:42 PM): OH MY GOD YES, HE IS SO FREAKING ANNOYING I COULD KILL SOMEONE!

SmarterChild (3:26:42 PM): Sorry, but you need to type some possible choices. Please try again.

(3:26:54 PM): omg yes, he is so freaking annoying

SmarterChild (3:26:54 PM): I'm sorry, all my circuits are busy right now. Please try again soon.

(3:26:59 PM): fine be that way

SmarterChild (3:26:59 PM): Your 3rd choice is "fine be that way." Please type your next choice or ok if you're done.

(3:27:09 PM): wtf?

SmarterChild (3:27:09 PM): Sorry, but you need to type some possible choices. Please try again.

(3:27:16 PM): why did you do that

SmarterChild (3:27:16 PM): Your 4th choice is "why did you do that." Type your next choice or ok if you're done.

(3:27:20 PM): stop it

SmarterChild (3:27:21 PM): Your 5th choice is "stop it." Please type your next choice or ok if you're done.

(3:27:28 PM): ok

SmarterChild (3:27:28 PM): I'm sorry, all my circuits are busy right now. Please try again soon.

(3:27:31 PM): ok

SmarterChild (3:27:31 PM): I'm sorry, all my circuits are busy right now. Please try again soon.

(3:27:33 PM): ok

SmarterChild (3:27:33 PM): Place your vote by typing the corresponding number.

(3:27:34 PM): ok

SmarterChild (3:27:34 PM): Please vote by typing a number.

(3:27:38 PM): 4

SmarterChild (3:27:39 PM): Interesting choice.

Poll: Does SmarterChild get on your nerves?

Votes cast so far: 1

1 (100%) why did you do that                  => sowrongitsmeagan
0 (0%)    omg yes, he is so freaking annoying
0 (0%)    fine be that way
0 (0%)    Sort of
0 (0%)    stop it

(3:27:48 PM): god

SmarterChild (3:27:48 PM): I am a simple computer. Let humans worry about theological matters, I say.

>>> What are your friends thinking? Type pollmaker and crunch the numbers.

(3:27:54 PM): goodbye

SmarterChild (3:27:54 PM): Bye for now.

she gets what she wants, and she breaks what she gets

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-15T14:43:18Z

"The Girls A Straight-Up Hustler"-All Time Low That song is addictive. See, I went home "sick" (well sorta) today after 5 hours or so of school. I slept for two hours then my mom gave me silly putty! (yay :D) Then I was inspired. So the silly putty represents a heart (she gets what she wants). Then i tore it and stretched it (and she breaks what she gets). Cuz i'm a heartbreaker! The only two boys who ever liked me were....erm, well interesting. So I said no way! 10-15-08

help me!

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-14T18:25:00Z

this is a lame question but;; How does the Coriolis Effect influence wind direction? plz plz plz help if you can!!!!!

natural rights

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-13T18:43:00Z

we hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. thats all I have memorized, its a social studies thing due Wednesday.. shit.

_:|My Worst Nightmare-Part 2|:_

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-13T16:16:00Z

It was after the big game, and finally my girlfriend Brittany opened the passenger door. I awoke from my temporary slumber and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She was my everything. Now it was time to hurry home before my mom could beat us out.

"Honey, my mom gets home at midnight."

"Don't worry, this won't take long."she assured me, kissing me on the cheek. Everytime she did so, I got the shivers. It was true love, at least for me. There were rumors going around that she only wanted me for my college status, and I was starting to believe them. At least she had agreed to marry me, that was definitely a start.

"Alright, here we go!"

So get in or get out before your mom cracks down, honest, it's a touch, too much a get down.

After a minute of Brittany attempting to describe the football game, we pulled into my driveway. I opened the door for Brittany, then scooped her into my arms. Until I met her, I was against this, but it was fine as long as it was true love right? Besides, we were getting married soon. She started running her hands through my hair, a seductive smile plastered on her face.

So get up or lie down cause either way we're making out tonight, Alone, alone tonight.

She gestured to the stairs, and I just couldn't resist. She was gorgeous, the girl every guy lusted after. I was lucky to have her, so I might as well take advantage of my luck. We opened the door and disapeared beneath the covers of my bed.

"Brad, BRAD!"I could hear my mom calling from downstairs.I rolled over to see if Brittany was still there, but of course she wasn't. What was I expecting? I got up to put on some clothes, the cold breeze tickling over me. She climbed out the window. Nice. Whatever I did to try and make her happy never seemed to work, she hadn't even stayed with me. We had broken up just two weeks ago, but being the on again off again couple, we made up and got engaged. I was starting to regret it.

I put full effort to keep you happy for a while. We're two weeks in and here we go again. Here we go again.

I opened the door slowly.

"Yeah mom?" I said yawning. I hadn't had a week, but at least it was Friday.

"Okay, just checking to see if you're there!"She said,"Goodnight!"

"Night."

I went back in my room to hear my cell vibrating against the floor. It was a text from Brittany

i'm so srry i had 2 go. ilysm hubby :D<3 you're so amazing, and i'll ly 4eva.

Haha. Like I would fall for that again. She always suceeded at making me forgive her.

And when it's over and done…

I cannot get out of this place that I am in. When everyone of your words, they mean nothing.
(If I cannot be close to you)
Where do you get off telling me, constantly what I'm gonna be?
(If I cannot be close to you)
I'll be just fine. If I cannot be close to you.
(to you)

srsly britt. did that mean nothing to you? ik u gave me a 2nd chance, but im not in it if ur not. I texted back

And so you gave me a second chance. It was my first attempt to make you believe me. So, tell me the way you felt the morning after.Tell me the way you felt.

wtf. u kno ily. i wouldn't have done that if i didn't. tell me how ur feeling. srsly, i wanna kno!

You wanted to hear it, so here it goes.

ur ilys, u dont mean them. i can tell so don't lie. i feel like i'm trapped britt, ily but u don't rlly love me. ur always telling me wut im gonna b, but may b i dont want that. i want u to b my wife, we can move away after i finish skool, then we can have kids. isnt that wut u want?

I cannot get out of this place that I am in. When everyone of your words, they mean nothing.
(If I cannot be close to you)
Where do you get off telling me constantly what I'm gonna be?
(If I cannot be close to you)
I'll be just fine if I cannot be close to you.

omg wth is ur prob brad? may b i dont wanna b sum teenage mom who lives in a trailer, is that so hard for u 2 understand? i still want u tho.

I sighed to myself. This wasn't going to work out, and I knew it. I wanted her just to agree to disagree and move on with our lives, but she was just too persistant.

Can't we just agree to disagree? It's a sad thing.
(Come on baby, I don't want to)
Can't we just agree to disagree? It's a sad thing.
(I don't want to)
Can't we just agree to disagree? It's a sad thing.
(Come on baby, I don't want to)
Can't we just agree to disagree? It's a sad thing.
(I don't want to)

britt, were thru. we obviously dont want the same things in life, but even so i loved u fer real.

This broke my heart more than anyone could understand, but I couldn't stand this anymore. I knew we just weren't meant for each other.

And when it's over and done
I cannot get out of this place that I am in.
Oh, this place that I am in.
I cannot get out of this place that I am in.
When everyone of your words
They mean nothing.
(If I cannot be close to you)
Where do you get off telling me
(If I cannot be close to you)
Constantly what I'm gonna be?
I'll be just fine
If I cannot be close to you.

friends?

I waited a minute for a response.

fuck no.

That was the last text I ever received from Brittany. Wedding rings I paid for went down the drain. Oh well, maybe I could save them for someone who cared.
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okay, i really hated this one, but hopefully you didn't....

let me know though!

the whole story is gonna be intertwining with the lyrics, so if it bothers you i don't suggest reading it anymore.

comment and buzzes make me feel betta!

Trashed Teens [Week 51]

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-13T15:47:22Z

Okay, second post, i had to post this one. I seriously love my iPod like a brother or sister. No joke.

hey moon, please forget to fall down

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-13T15:42:06Z

and make my camera hold still when i'm trying to take a picture of you!

this jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way to tragic

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-12T16:19:48Z

okay, since we're on the topic of bad qualities of ourselves, I'm really self absorbed. If I were in a life or death situation where I had to give myself up for you, I probably wouldn't, and I admit that. I wish I wasn't like this, it ruins many aspects of my life. I do care about people, but not as much as myself. I'm sorry to have to admit it, but it's something that needs to be said.

it's only a matter of time

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-12T16:17:04Z

i know that i myself will be the death of me, not self-inflicted pain, but self inflicted actions. I always find a way to screw things up and get people angry at me, and for what I am I deserve it. No one should trust me. I can understand if you don't. I anger too easily, and forgive too easily as well. But I'm learning to accept it for a part of who I am.

there you are

yourbestkeptsecretxz — 2008-10-12T16:02:48Z

i love you too ♥