let's make this night a classic.2008--0-7-T08: 1:0:-08:00Wow. I've kind of reinvented myself this past year. I used to love pop and hip hop, but after I heard my first boys like girls song, I became a changed person. The song that started it all was Hero/Heroine, and I actually have to thank someone I hate for helping me find that song. Rosie(ew now) and I were on im and she told me about a song Heroine by Silverstein. I went on Yahoo Music and after that video Boys Like Girls came on. After that I never let myself settle for that cheap and fake pop music. My alltime favorite is Cobra Starship. Their music makes me feel real, even though I've not. I've let music become who I am, and I'm still deciding whether that's a good thing or not.buzznet:user:id:5105091http://www.buzznet.com/Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc.yourbestkeptsecretxzWarped Tour PicsTrashed Teensinto a room where it's nine in the afternoon.buzznet:user:entry:id:454715612008--1-0-T17: 1:7:-08:002008--1-0-T17: 1:7:-08:002008--1-0-T17: 1:7:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz but i think this was taken at midnight-ish.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122428847505.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122428847505.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122428847505.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122428847505.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122428847505.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122428847505.jpgcowsgomoozlebuzznet:user:entry:id:454645912008--1-0-T17: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T17: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T17: 1:6:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz they also go crazy at all school parties!
[i edited this for you]]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122428452752.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122428452752.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122428452752.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122428452752.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122428452752.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122428452752.jpgshe gets what she wants, and she breaks what she getsbuzznet:user:entry:id:453680712008--1-0-T15: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T15: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T15: 1:4:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz "The Girls A Straight-Up Hustler"-All Time Low
That song is addictive.
See, I went home "sick" (well sorta) today after 5 hours or so of school. I slept for two hours then my mom gave me silly putty! (yay :D)
Then I was inspired.
So the silly putty represents a heart (she gets what she wants).
Then i tore it and stretched it (and she breaks what she gets).
Cuz i'm a heartbreaker!
The only two boys who ever liked me were....erm, well interesting. So I said no way!
10-15-08]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122410699806.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122410699806.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122410699806.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122410699806.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122410699806.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122410699806.jpghey moon, please forget to fall downbuzznet:user:entry:id:452793112008--1-0-T13: 1:5:-08:002008--1-0-T13: 1:5:-08:002008--1-0-T13: 1:5:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz and make my camera hold still when i'm trying to take a picture of you!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122393772672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122393772672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122393772672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122393772672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122393772672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122393772672.jpgthis jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way to tragicbuzznet:user:entry:id:452335412008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz okay, since we're on the topic of bad qualities of ourselves, I'm really self absorbed. If I were in a life or death situation where I had to give myself up for you, I probably wouldn't, and I admit that. I wish I wasn't like this, it ruins many aspects of my life. I do care about people, but not as much as myself. I'm sorry to have to admit it, but it's something that needs to be said.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122385358814.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122385358814.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122385358814.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122385358814.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122385358814.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122385358814.jpgit's only a matter of timebuzznet:user:entry:id:452334612008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz i know that i myself will be the death of me, not self-inflicted pain, but self inflicted actions. I always find a way to screw things up and get people angry at me, and for what I am I deserve it. No one should trust me. I can understand if you don't. I anger too easily, and forgive too easily as well. But I'm learning to accept it for a part of who I am.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122385342497.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122385342497.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122385342497.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122385342497.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122385342497.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122385342497.jpgthere you arebuzznet:user:entry:id:452331212008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:6:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz i love you too ♥]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122385256815.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122385256815.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122385256815.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122385256815.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122385256815.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122385256815.jpgthis is oldbuzznet:user:entry:id:452271012008--1-0-T12: 1:3:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:3:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:3:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz taken with my old old OLD stupid 3mega pixel camera,
when i had longer hair,
and when i first got my Gabe hoodie]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-12238424109.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-12238424109.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-12238424109.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-12238424109.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-12238424109.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-12238424109.jpgtis a beautybuzznet:user:entry:id:452257912008--1-0-T12: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T12: 1:2:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz aint it?]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122384026973.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122384026973.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122384026973.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122384026973.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122384026973.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122384026973.jpgSaturday; when these doors were open endedbuzznet:user:entry:id:451748412008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz call today a lazy saturday.
i've done nothing all day!
watched tv, listened to music, all the norms.
but i found an awesome lace glove and a sweet bow!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-12237530128.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-12237530128.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-12237530128.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-12237530128.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-12237530128.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-12237530128.jpgi don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.buzznet:user:entry:id:451744812008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--1-0-T11: 1:2:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz my god. I've fallen in love. the song, the video, absolute perfection. The lyrics are amazing. Pete Wentz singing along with his cell phone is hot, and I don't even like him that much. Joe Trohman pulling off his mask and becoming Gabe, perfect.
I have so much to say about this video, I think it's on of Fall Out Boy's best videos.
also, i had fun editing this one! lmao]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122375272387.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122375272387.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122375272387.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122375272387.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122375272387.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122375272387.jpgwe're the party, you're the people.buzznet:user:entry:id:451338312008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz this is how we, this is how we do.
at the all school party.
fun timess]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122367566698.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122367566698.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122367566698.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122367566698.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122367566698.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122367566698.jpgi was forced to take a group picture by my spanish teacher.buzznet:user:entry:id:451335712008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz with a ton of random people!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122367514841.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122367514841.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122367514841.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122367514841.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122367514841.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122367514841.jpgalec's trying so hard to be gangsta, but it's just not working!buzznet:user:entry:id:451334412008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122367498495.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122367498495.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122367498495.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122367498495.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122367498495.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122367498495.jpgfaucet macabee. (i believe he can fly!)buzznet:user:entry:id:451330412008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--1-0-T10: 1:4:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122367393227.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122367393227.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122367393227.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122367393227.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122367393227.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122367393227.jpgso pick the poison and pour yourself a glass.buzznet:user:entry:id:444833212008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122261451475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122261451475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122261451475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122261451475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122261451475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122261451475.jpgbut this charade's, never gonna last.buzznet:user:entry:id:444833112008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122261450033.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122261450033.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122261450033.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122261450033.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122261450033.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122261450033.jpgI'll be your fan club.buzznet:user:entry:id:444832912008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:8:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122261448451.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122261448451.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122261448451.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122261448451.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122261448451.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122261448451.jpgThis thing is like my child.buzznet:user:entry:id:444828012008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz Lost it for 12 hours, felt suicidal, started crying.
Found it, felt amazingly happy!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-12226134736.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-12226134736.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-12226134736.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-12226134736.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-12226134736.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-12226134736.jpgi'm a different sorta girlbuzznet:user:entry:id:444822912008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:002008--0-9-T28: 0:7:-08:00yourbestkeptsecretxz trying to eat my collection
rawr.
(probably should have edited this before I posted it.)]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/thumb-msg-122261244108.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/synd-msg-122261244108.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/mob-msg-122261244108.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/gallery-msg-122261244108.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/large-msg-122261244108.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/yourbestkeptsecretxz/default/feat-msg-122261244108.jpg
